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Wednesday, 28 November 2012

Rezeki


Assalamualaikum..

Alhamdulillah, semalam sudah merasa hasil kerja sebulan ni. Alhamdulillah, lebih dari separuh perkara-perkara penting yang perlu diselesaikan, sudahpun dibereskan. Alhamdulillah, mampu untuk memberi sedikit daripada apa yang diperoleh untuk mereka yang melahirkan, menjaga, membesarkanku dan memberiku didikan hingga saya menjadi apa saya pada hari ini. Alhamdulillah.



Secara jujurnya, saya tak pernah menyangka akan mencapai tahap sebegini dalam hidup saya. Impian untuk menjadi surirumah sepenuh masa terpaksa dilupakan buat sementara waktu. Siapa tahu munkin 10 tahun akan datang saya akan menjadi surirumah sepenuh masa seperti yang diimpikan. :) Impian untuk mempunyai perniagaan sendiri, masih belum tercapai. Masih banyak yang perlu dipelajari untuk mencapai impian yang satu itu.

Buat masa sekarang, saya harus fokus pada kehidupan baru saya ini. Saya kira, saya masih belum mampu menyesuaikan diri dengan kehidupan baru ini memandangkan sebelum pukul 8.30 pagi sudah perlu sampai di pejabat, kalau tidak, merahlah kad kerja. Petang pula, pukul 5.30 petang baru boleh balik, rehat tengahari 1 jam sahaja. Balik bukan tepat pukul 5.30 petang pun, kadang-kadang pukul 6 petang lebih baru balik. Penat! Macam tak cukup rehat je. <Padahal cukup je rehat sebelah malam tu, saja je mengada-ngada nih



Okayh! kerja memang banyak! Pening juga nak sampai faham semua-semua ni. Tapi tak pe, bak kata omputih, take it slowly. hehe Alhamdulillah, dah berjaya prebook kursus-kursus yang perlu dihadiri. InsyaAllah bila dipanggil,kena pergi. Semoga Allah sentiasa mudahkan urusan aku didunia dan diakhirat.

Cukup setakat ini menghapdate blog. InsyaAllah di masa akan datang, akan update lagi. Sambung buat kerja..daa~ 




**rindu dengan suara itu.Alhamdulillah,berkesempatan mendengar suaranya..masih setia menasihati diri ini..oh,hati! tolong tabah** <almost teary eyed just now, dalam pejabat ni,agak-agak la nak teary eyed pn hish!>

Friday, 23 November 2012

Hidup Baru

Assalamualaikum..

Alhamdulillah, hari ni masuk hari ke-23 bergelar sebagai seorang kakitangan TM secara sah. 4 hari lagi akan merasa gaji bulan pertama. Tapi, dari belanjawan yang telah dibuat, nampak gayanya sikit j yang dapat disimpan untuk bulan ni. Banyak betul nak guna duit.

Masa belajar dulu, dapat elaun 3 angka je setiap bulan, masih boleh survive. Dah kerja ni insyaAllah dapat gaji 4 angka. Tapi, kenapa macam tak cukup j? Astaghfrullah..dunia,dunia... Bukan tak nak bersyukur dengan rezki, cuma perasaan keliru merajai hati bila terjadi macam ni. Hajat dihati ingin menyimpan dari awal lagi. Semua tu macam tinggal impian j nampak gayanya. Tapi takpe la, Allah yang beri rezki,mintak2 dengan Dia moga2 murah rezki. :)

Ok, macam-macam yang terjadi sejak hari last update blog ni. Ada sesuatu yang ingin saya kongsikan,tapi macam tak sesuai je untuk dicerita secara umum di blog ni. Hish, jadi ke tak ni nak buat blog lagi satu? Macam malas pun ada. Takpe la dulu kot, setakat ni saya masih boleh survive :) Allah kan ada? Dia sentiasa dekat dengan saya, sentiasa dengar rintihan saya, sentiasa perhatikan gerak langkah saya. insyaAllah.. :)


Hidup baru sekarang makin mencabar. Sekarang dah masuk ahli pjj <perkahwinan jarak jauh> Oh, sedih! Memandangkan pagi-pagi pukul 8 lagi dah kena pergi kerja dan pulang dekat dengan pukul 6 petang baru sampai rumah. Takde masa nak layan perasaan sedih dan I am totally ok with that! How is it become like this?? Hahaha..Alhamdulillah, HE makes it easier for me even though i m far with mr hubby. Alhamdulillah, cukuplah Allah penolong bagiku! :')

Semoga saya akan terus tabah dan kuat mengharungi ujian dan dugaan hidup. Amiin..~


**Mereka tak mengerti, jadi diamkan sahaja rasa dihatimu, DIA dan dia ada sentiasa disisimu,memahamimu,melayanimu,mengerti akan rasa pilumu..**

Wednesday, 24 October 2012

Inilah harinya

Assalamualaikum..

     Alhamdulillah, semalam dah tercapai impian yang dah lama terpendam. Jadi, memandangkan semalam adalah hari gaji encik suami, maka hajat itu telah diluahkan. Encik suami kan baik,ok j memanjang,layankan aje bini dia ni. Dan..tadaaa~~ hambikau!!! 50 keping gambar telah selamat dihantar ke kedai gambar dan boleh ambil gambar-gambar tu semua hari ini. Misi mecari album gambar akan dijalankan tak lama lagi. Yes! ;) Yang best, dapat cuci satu gambar saiz 8R, FOC..! ehemm..! pilih gambar paling manis gitu.. :D

     Pagi ni awal-awal lagi dah sentap dengan encik suami. Dialog-dialog yang buat saya sentap.

en suami: ayang nak guno ko galaxy note tu..?
saya: tak nak..
*suami ambil galaxy note dia masuk dalam beg*
saya: hurm,buke ado internet pon.. *sambil buat muka kt en suami*
suami: dah...~ dah ado dah internet..~ *dengan muka selamba*

ok,terus sentap..! Sampai hati tak bagitahu dah subscribe internet dan dah ada nombor baru. Sampai hati tak bagitahu saya beli nombor baru. Tahu-tahu plak nombor digi.Oh, sampai hati! Merajuk la pagi tadi selepas makan pagi, sebelum en suami pergi kerja. Hah! apa lagi..mula la sesi memujuk..hahaha..nasib la, dah dapat bini manja,mudah merajuk, cengeng! manjo gedebek..manjo dek dek..! :P

     Kisahnya, hajat di hati suami nak buat kejutan masa dalam kereta nanti. Masa kami dalam perjalanan balik kampung petang ni. Dia kata, dia nak tunggu saya cakap bosan tak ada internet dan dia akan cakap, boleh guna internet kat galaxy note dia tu. Oh, en suami sangat sweet. Suka buat kejutan. Tapi kejutan ni tak menjadi la sebab dah bagitahu awal-awal tadi. Dia tak puas hati bila saya cakap "buke ado internet pon", dia rasa tercabar gitu. Hahahahah.. tak pasal-pasal kena pujuk bini pagi ni. heh! :P

     Itu lah yang buat saya makin sayang en suami,sangat comel,sangat sweet dan saaaaaaangat baik! T.T alhamdulillah,dapat jodoh macam dia,syukur sangat-sangat..!! :')

     Inilah harinya kami akan pulang ke kampung untuk hari raya haji,petang nanti akan bertolak dan akan melalui jalan mersing. Semoga kami selamat sampai.



**Inilah harinya. Berdebarnya rasa. Pukul 2 petang, tak boleh lambat. Ya Allah,permudahkanlah..!**

Tuesday, 23 October 2012

Life Progress

Assalamualaikum..

   It's been quiet a while since the last time I update my blog. I keep thinking that maybe I will update my blog more frequent starting from this day. I think I want to share my happy story here and at the same time, I want to improve my language and my writing skill. However, there's still a lot that I need to learn in blogging. It's ok, I will try my best. Well, honestly I envy those blogger who make their blog looks so interesting. I wish to have one too.

   Ok, so far my life progress are:

2nd May 2012 - FYP presentation
17th May 2012 - FYP report submitted
19th May - 21st May 2012 - Honeymoon at Tioman Island
4th June - 29th June 2012 - OJT at TMPoint and RNO Batu Pahat
July 2012 until now - Full time Housewife

   During those time from July until now, I've been through two interviews at TM. I got the offer once, but I reject it. That's why the call me for another interview. Total for now, I already reject two offers. I reject it, it doesn't mean I do not want to work, but I want to work if I can, near to my husband. Those offer required me to work in KL..it is a BIG NO..ok?!


   Last week I got another offer. Since i reject it, so I end up as an unemployed. I planned to be employed before this 2012 end. Now already October, and I don't know if I can make it as I planned. May Allah answer to my prayer. I'm still waiting for a better offer, still hoping for it.

   By the way, I had my convocation last two weeks in MMU Cyberjaya. It was fun to meet my friends which are all of them has started their work already. Means, they are officially employed. Alhamdulillah,it is their rezki.. ;)


**Planning on having another blog, and planning on to hide my identity on that blog, since what i want to share there is not appropriate to share here and not appropriate to let people know who it the author of the blog..but, my knowledge in blogging is not so deep yet..so,how..???wish I can learn directly from someone expert or better than me..!**


Well, here are some of the photos during my life from May 2012 till now.

Alhamdulillah, I've done it.


We at Juara Village, Tioman Island




My beloved hubby during our honeymoon :)



With OJT friends


My convocation, Alhamdulillah, I'm officially graduated from MMU..! hubby,thanks so much for everything..!!


OK, that's enough for now. Wait for another update from me yahhh...~ Assalamualaikum.. ;)

Friday, 28 September 2012

teringin..

assalamualaikum..

Sedar tak sedar, dah hampir 5 bulan jadi surirumah sepenuh masa. It's not bad thing though and actually i am enjoying my free time of becoming a housewife. It is a nice thing to do,since i can manage the house on my own, i can cook for my husband, i can prepare his shirts to work and... and... and..... i have time to put on make up before he's back home..!

now, back on the title,teringin..what is that i duk teringin..? heh! teringin nak dapat baby la. i have done with my study since in the mid of May 2012, and trying to conceive but still not successful. So, one of my friend from secondary school, just delivered her baby girl. Congratulation my dearie friend..! But it is ok, belum tiba masanya, bukan rezeki saya lagi.

ok,teruskan berusaha..! moga masaku kan tiba nanti..:)

Tuesday, 31 January 2012

good news and bad news

Assalamualaikum..

hello~ well i am back after a few weeks..it is 31st January, tomorrow will be the second month in 2012..wow,time past so fast..;)

as for now, i am busy preparing for my final exam. my first paper is on next wednesday. and,yeahhh..there's a lot of 'dugaan' during this study week. now i am addicted to 'gemersik kalbu', a malay drama on tv3, but i watch it online. this happen after i met my sis-in-law last week. i went back to kelantan for four days and luckily she's back too. she said this drama is nice and i watched with her..and,nahhhh~ see..? now i am addicted to it, and the worst case is, during my study week..! @_@

well then, let's get back on track. good news and bad news...~ good news, a lot of my friend,either junior or senior got engaged lately..also a few, got married! congratulation..! as last friday,i did attend a wedding,my junior when i was in smk mulong, she's 21 years old,n got married...! alhamdulillah.. and this coming friday..one of my senior in mmu will get marry..with kelantan man..well~ good for her..! alhamdulillah.. there are some photos taken at suriani's wedding last friday,but i dont feel like uploading them, later maybe..insyaallah.:D another good news is..my sister just deliver her baby girl, 2 weeks ago. her name is Hanis! later i'll post the picture of Hanis.. and,my seniors also just got their baby..what a nice month..!:D


bad news...there is quite a few actually. dead news, TM staff from batu pahat, from segamat. and just now,i got news,that my husband's friend's father just died this afternoon. al-fatihah. innalillah..

"setiap yang bernyawa pasti akan mati..."

that's it for now, i think i need to get back to my study, there is still a lot i have to cover for my final..~ see you soon.. wassalam.. :)

p/s: it was nice to hold baby Hanis...so cute!!!!

Wednesday, 11 January 2012

I'M TURNING INTO A FOX..!

Assalamualaikum..

hye guys..! it's 2.41 am already and surprise!!! i am still awake! =.=" these few days, i keep busying myself with those fyp stuff and tutttttt stuff..! tuttttt??? owh, something that i dont wanna tell yet until the time comes. yes, i am busying myself with something that i think, most of final year student will not gonna do that.. haha.. i just want to have some nice and sweet memories before i left MMU and i did it because i want to help my friends. i told them, look for others first, if there is really no one there to do it, i'll do it! eventhough i know i am not that great and that good, but i will put my very best and my very good in it to help them. and..yes, for sure for myself also. so that, there is something i can get before i quit MMU, something valuable to be remembered! as i had a lot of nightmare during my 4 years and a half in MMU, so this is the right time to make one good memory here..!
however, in the end.. TA DA!!!! i got so busy when the things got clashed with my FYP stuff!..i need to arrange my time wisely in the wisest way! haha
still doing my fyp while my hubby is sleeping sooo soundly next to me!..i slept a few for these few days and i think i got a panda eye, or maybe an owl eye..! :P

btw, i need to go back to the track, or else i am not gonna finish my fyp stuff which need to be done as soon as possible. one more thing... my presentation is on this coming Monday and it is early in the morning! why huh? everytime got presentation i am in the earliest student need to present?last time also, i am the earliest among my friends. this is truly really unfair..! before i forgot, my supervisor said, it take from 3-4 hours for me to done my circuit..but, in reality..? Only Allah knows how...i am going crazy, and dying here..~ T.T

need to go back to my work. it is enough until here, right? well, i love my fyp! :D <sounds so sarcastic,isn't it?>

ps: FYP=FINAL YEAR PRESSURE with FINAL YEAR PROJECT for FINAL YEAR POINTER! >.<

Tuesday, 10 January 2012

TENTANG SAYA

Assalamualaikum...

Nama saya Rabiatul Adawiyah bt Ahmad Amran. Saya ingin berkongsi serba sedikit tentang diri saya. Tiada yang istimewa, saya hanya insan biasa yang dilahirkan dan dibesarkan di Kelantan. Saya anak yang ke empat dari enam orang adik beradik. Alhamdulillah, keluarga saya makin membesar memandangkan empat yang teratas dalam adik beradik saya sudahpun berkahwin. ^_^ Jom layan gambar pula..!
di majlis persandingan abang sulong,di Sibu Sarawak. Kakak sama abang ipar tak dapat hadir. Kat bawah ni gambar diorang.
Kakak sama suami dan anaknya. anak saudara yang pertama dalam keluarga amran. ^_^
Ini abang nombor 2. Pengantin baru lagi. Gambar diambil masa majlis persandingannya di Keningau, Sabah.        









 








Ramaikan ahli keluarga saya? Coming soon, anak saudara nombor 2, pertengahan bulan 1 ini, kakak saya mengandung! ^.^ Semoga keluarga saya makin membesar dan makin bahagia..amiin~

 Setakat ini dahulu, jumpa lagi! ;)